Unhappy Hump Day

Twin Powers, they got em

Oh Chels, I'm sure that's not a baby belly shirt.

Today was kind of crappy.  I won't lie and say I didn't make it that way because I did.  I went to bed a grump and woke up the same way.  I could not find my happy eyes to put on.  Everything was so incredibly annoying to me.  And I was still trying to find out why I'm sad.

I chose not to talk to Clint or H all morning and it seemed to help.  I realized I missed H when he mistakenly told me he was getting released.  Turns out he's not and will be around for awhile.  His boss is hoping for a couple months until they get the permanent reps settled in.  Clint, well, I hate to say it but I didn't miss his constant narration of all that happens to him.  I actually started to calm down when he stopped talking.  

This afternoon was better, but barely.  Annoying girl was exceptionally annoying but for whatever reason I was the only one tuning her out.  Every one around me was whining over IM and I just didn't give a damn.  Maybe that's my super power, tuning out the annoying.

In a weird twist I was talking to a friend about loyalty to our company.  I still have a lot and she has zero.  She and her husband have been through the ringer in our jobs and trying to find permanent positions in the zone.  They are going through upheaval again and aren't sure what to do.  At the same time we were chatting, my team helped a coworker celebrate 35 yrs.  WOWZA, she's worked my entire life at one place.  This is amazing to me, but then again I have in 13 years at the ripe at of 34.  She could easily be me, however I hope to be retiring at that time, instead of staring down 7 more years to pay for kids to go to college.

Tonight I finally relaxed.  Big Kitty is leaving for home tomorrow so we went out for a good bye dinner.  My jaw finally has unclenched, might have something to do with the most delicious pineapple mojito I drank.  It was nice company at a fantastic restaurant, something I was in need of.  A small group with civilized interaction.  No one was on their phone, or checking text messages or whining about a spouse.  It was just good fun.  Maybe tomorrow I can find less filled with rage eyes to wear to work.