Thursday night was football and it was good! The game was fun to watch and I was out with Brandi and her boyfriend. The 3 of us get along really well and they overlook my football crazy. I drank a lil too much and stayed out way too late but it was fun.
The office was not so fun. I'm covering someone else's desk and she left a lot to be desired. She also left a lot to do and didn't send me a bunch of it. So many of the guys were left hanging and I was scrambling to get everyone caught up. I managed it all and a lot of files got closed.
Yesterday was pretty busy too. I was still trying to dig out some of the mess and keep current on what was being submitted. I managed just fine and talked to Clint all day. Last night I was a tired and crabby mess by the time i left work at 6:45. That's much later than I had planned, but I was helping out a coworker not get his butt chewed today. It worked so I felt good about my choice.
Last night I was doing laundry, painting my nails, and texting Clint. I finally had to have a bit of a post sex convo with him. Only 3 weeks later, but at least now I know I didn't bully him into sex. I was whiney, but I didn't get my way and that doesn't make me happy. He was kinda mean, but he was tired, drunk and not communicating. We both agreed not our best efforts, and we can do better next time. I'm still not convinced I want there to be a next, but knowing us and our history of drinking we'll try it one more time.
Last night my attempt to get more sleep was thwarted by my very amorous neighbors. They got in late, stayed up late, then were up before me this am to go one more round. Clint pointed out that they are probably parents with no kids for the night, so why not let loose. I had to give it to him, it was a very valid point.
Today was a struggle to keep motivated in the office. The AC in the office wasn't on so it was too warm. And I was still tired and after our large lunch all I wanted was a nap. I kept changing radio stations to listen to from nice calm music to the heaviest rock I could find. Thankfully my boss rewarded all my hard work by letting me go at 4:45. I promptly came back and got into bed for 3 hours. I feel better now but plan on going to sleep soon. The best part is I plan on doing nothing tomorrow but laying in bed and watching movies or football. Some of the guys from the office want me to watch football with them, but I just don't know that I have the energy. Tomorrow might be a day for jimjams and crappy food.
I've been texting with my Sue bee tonight and she's been cracking me up. I've been updating her on my Clint antics and her first thought is I'm in love. I love her inner hopeless romantic. I do love him and I tell him that all the time, but it's a friend level love. I have been very cognizant of my feelings and his expression of feelings to me. I need to keep us at the level we are at and not get any deeper. I don't rely on him for emotional support and if I start I need to reign it back in.
*he has a girlfriend
*he wants kids and marriage in the next 5-10 yrs
*he has commitment issues that are the opposite of mine. He can't not have someone, he needs to have someone love him even if he doesn't feel the same
*his ego can be out of control, yet he admits that he settles when it comes to women
Some of the highlights/nuggets she's given me are to avoid his dick trickery and fuck the shit outta that hunk! Sound advice for sure!
Right now Clint and I are both looking to be home about the same time and he's already talking about driving up to see me. He's even looked into coming up to hunt in Nov or Dec. I would be very excited to see him again soon, but knowing this job things won't work out. I told him today, in an ideal world, a large storm with heavy hail would hit. We'd both get to go and do what we do best. I'd hammer out my claims and he'd learn how to manage an inventory. I'd get to be with my boy and have my fav drinking partner back. Although to be honest I really want to nail my interview and get promoted so I don't have to do this part of the job anymore. Time to engage my powers of positive thinking.