Another day, more randomness

Cause Ruffle butt makes it all better

I feel like I keep saying this but today was kind of a weird day.  I could not sleep last night.  I tried everything, moving to the other side of the bed, turned on the AC, took some Advil to calm my aching knee, counted sheep, you name it I tried it.  About 5 am I finally drifted off but this was much too late for my 9am conference call.

I dragged myself out of bed for the call only to find out my boss wasn't going to make it.  I feel bad that it didn't happen as she was stuck in security at DFW.  Security is a nightmare down there so I feel her pain.  She was supposed to reschedule for tomorrow but as of 30 min ago nothing had been sent.  I have zero intention of getting up early to make sure we have this call, even though I do need to discuss things with the team.

This afternoon I got my hair done.  Now that's the highlight of my day.  I absolutely adore my stylist and don't blink an eye at driving 60 miles one way to get my hair done.  I cut 6 in off, which to me makes me feel naked.  In reality it still hits my bra strap, but it's still short to me.  Good thing it will grow back quickly and my roots are all covered up.  It looks so good I keep flicking it around like I'm in a hair commercial.

The rest of the evening flew by due to a conference call, and other assorted projects I need to finish up before my vacation starts on Saturday.  I cannot wait to turn that computer off for 20 days!  It's going to feel so good.

I chatted to H this afternoon and find myself in a love/hate relationship with him.  I don't let on to him how I feel, regardless of which emotion it is.  Last week I felt a lot of hate, I highly dislike someone telling me how to run my life, yet this week I've found myself thinking about him and actually missing him.  I've never had a friendship quite like the one between us and it's very disorienting to me.  I think a large part is due to the emotional attachments that were made and now I'm feeling a bit abandoned.  I know it's largely due to him being busy and me not at all.  Our focuses are very different and it's leading to me being needy.  So not like me, but I'm not sure how I cope with it all.  For now I'm going to focus on my date with Sue tomorrow night, that will for sure be a blast.  And on Friday I'm spending time with the twins.  Plenty of distractions to keep me occupied and away from the computer with IM access.