Yep it still sucks in Dallas

Sleeping twins: baby girl is crazy, my littlest boyfriend just needs his Elmo

Baby Houdini!

I arrived back in Dallas today.  I can't say I'm all too happy about it either.  Social consequences are making me hate one of my favorite cities.  As I was sitting at MSP I debated calling my BFF to come and get me.  I am so over being here for work.

The unnecessary office and social drama have about done me in.  I'll list the reasons why:

*still no word if we have to stay an extra 30 days.  Apparently our boss is working on this

*annoying girl, super annoying; like off the charts annoying

*I found out 2 people have field opportunities for trainer in my office, I have none

*the manager I'm doing my mock interview with was so rude today, but Friday night it is

*the boys are still being boys

*the cute guy in the office just stares at me, apparently I'll have to make that first move

*H is still being a dick: he tried to throw it in my face that he didn't text me back because I never responded to his FB message.  Um yeah I did and really?  He honestly said to me an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.  This stupid SOB has no idea what can of worms he just opened with me.  Retaliation? Yeah I'm good at that.  I'm a pro at holding a grudge and making you suffer.  All of this came out after he told me all about his weekend and his night out.  He never once asked about my weekend.  Not ONCE!

*lesson learned.  everyone comes into your life for a reason, well I'm pretty sure H's reason was just to see how far I can let someone to push me.  He's pushed too far.

*I asked about us having a date and he told me maybe this week, he really needs to focus on him and feeling better.  FUCK YOU!  I've been gone for 4 days, we've not talked for a week and you can't take an hour to talk to me.  FUCK YOU!

*I am so done extending the olive branch.  As I told the momma tonight, this is his loss.  I need to move on and focus on the positives in my life and make things happen for me.  I can't live in his world anymore.  It's brought me nothing but rage and pain.

* to quote my Sue Bee, I'm going to bed tonight and waking up with my happy eyes.