Munchkins share breakfast with Auntie

I have 3 hours of work left before I am done for 4 whole days.  I cannot wait to be out of Dallas.  I am so tired of drama and whining and loud and yelling and just everything.  I'm looking forward to my country home and no traffic and babies!  Oh my babies, I cannot wait to see all 3 of them.  I might kiss off their faces.

Yesterday's bad mood carried over into today.  Although I did have a very vivid dream about taking out the trash.  I was at my parent's house, it was Christmas and I had to beat the school bus and the trash truck to the end of the driveway.  I remember wearing my fleecy Christmas pants and my mom's slippers.  I looked up a dream definition about taking out trash and it can mean you are ready to throw out old ideas and attitudes.  It is a good dream signifying transition and renewal.  Somehow my brain was a step ahead of me today.

I went to work and pretty much ignored H all day.  There was a brief IM but that was it until noon. He had asked Clint why I was mad, and Clint diverted.  Plus he didn't really know.  Then H came over.  I looked up and said hi, he came over and acted all shocked that I was talking to him.  I told him I was upset with him.  He had no clue so I advised him that I didn't appreciate his judgement over who I found attractive or wanted to date.  He had been really mean last night and it bothered me.  He simply said he wasn't sorry, I wasn't asking him to be sorry, I was letting him know I didn't appreciate his comments.  He asked me how long this was going to last and if he was forgiven.  I didn't get a chance to say anything as another co-worker walked up.  I haven't talked to him since.  He even went so far as to contact my Sue Bee to find out why I was mad.  She didn't give it up either.

I consulted my top 3, Mom, BFF and Sue Bee.  All gave different advice, but it all has the same end result.  Use my weekend home to serve as a well needed break from everything.  Sue Bee gave the best advice, go in tomorrow and act like nothing happened.  Move forward and let it be.  The best advice was to stop talking to each other about potential crushes, interests or dates.  This seems to be the saboteur in our friendship.  I'm hoping this plan of going back to normal works, it kinda has to.  I don't think I'm ready to give up all I have invested.