Well today was quite interesting. I got to spend 1.5 hrs in the tornado shelter. DFW was torn up today and not far from where I stay and work. There was golf ball size hail and my van shows it very well. I'm so worried they'll total it out and I'll get a stupid Transit. I'm not ready for that.
After all that commotion I really became unmotivated and super anxious. I'm not the needy type but man that's the only way I could properly describe myself this afternoon. H tried to make me feel better, but I really don't. I'm worried that these storms will make me stay in Dallas longer. It's not that I don't love this city but I loathe the work. I want to go back to my normal job.
The other big issue is that the posting for my dream job came open today and I don't even know if I want to post. I feel like I'm not good enough since the last 2 times I've not even gotten an interview. My boss has inquired to HR why I keep getting passed over and there's been no response. My only answer is that I've not passed a stupid continuing ed exam. I have one done but I've not passed one recently. I plan on getting one passed when I'm home next weekend. I hate wasting my personal time to get a designation I don't care about. It's all corporate politics and I'm not sure I can keep it up.
Tough day on the play mat
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