Stuck

Is she just not the cutest!?

 Stealing Daddy's drink!  Diet Cherry Limeade YUMMMMYYYY

So I thought my nosey coworker had finally gotten the hit and shut up.  NOPE, I had to cave and ask her a question, I opened Pandora's box.  I forgot that she had a blood draw today so she was at a sugar low when she got into work.  That was quickly turned around and we suffered all.day.long!  She did get significantly better in asking me if I was busy before rambling on endlessly.  I'm curious to see if this lasts.

In other news I've found a weird dichotomy between the crush and I.  He wants to be just friends, I don't want to date anymore co-workers.  Things are going fine, except he doesn't like the thought of me going out with someone else.  I told a couple of the guys I wanted to go out this weekend and not be responsible.  So far so good, I tell the crush and he freaked out!  Asked if he could come and who I was going with and why I wanted to behave so recklessly.  I could not in a million years have imagined him reacting that way.  He also came to my desk twice today and is totally over-sharing his personal life details. 

I realized that if I had had this info last May I would have withheld my friendship.  It's weird how hindsight is 20/20.  I can't go back and I want to keep his company but his jealousy or whatever this reaction is, needs to wane.  I do NOT deal well with someone I'm not dating trying to control me.  My coworker Clint and I have really hit it off.  We have similar personalities and if he was single would be my type.  I still wouldn't date him but this drives the crush crazy.  He did not seem happy that I was trusting someone else to take me out.  Last time I checked I'm a big girl and know how to handle myself.

I feel that I've created all this drama at work and somehow need to make it all stop.  I am truly not a person who thrives in chaos.  I want calm.  I want to enjoy my coworkers and not worry about who I do and don't talk to.  I think distance and being aloof might be the motto for the next 4 days.

In fun news I'm going to the Rodeo at Cowboy stadium.  PBR presents the Iron Cowboy competition AND Dierks Bentley performs.  I love love love Dierks so this combines all things I love: music, tight pants, boots and TX country boys.  Giddyup!