Not Dating

Last night was a lot of fun, for me.  The crush had his bad back start acting up so he was a bit of a lump, but I refused to let that ruin my night.  It was convenient when my feet hurt to go sit with him and pretend I was being supportive.  The club was super awesome.  Great layout, excellent band, older crowd, and good friends!  I'd actually go back which isn't something I say about clubs.

Today I had the perfect Sunday with the guy I'm not dating.  We had brunch with another friend, I went shopping while he napped.  Then we had a fabulous dinner at Pappadeux's and rented a movie.  Seriously for not being a couple we certainly do act like we are one.  It's been this way for a almost a week now and it's a bit scary for me.  It's like I'm test driving what a boyfriend would be like.  It stirs up a lot of weird emotions for me and I really don't know what to do with them.  Possibly part of it is that I don't know what it's like to actually date.  I jump ahead to the sex way too fast and skip all the fun getting to know you stuff.  With sex off the table for us, I actually find this quite enjoyable.  Hmmmm maybe I should get to know someone first.  What a novel idea.

Today's photo is my killer new shoes.  These are also out of my comfort zone, but I had to have them.  They fit well and for heels/wedges are super comfy.  Kork Ease may become my new favorite brand.