My job requires that I drive to all my deployments. When I first started I would go through my phone and call everyone. Now, not so much. I like my quiet time and have enough distractions when driving that I don't need to talk as well.
Today's musing were on how to describe my depression and what if's. I'll describe the depression another day. My brain and eyes hurt too much to make it logical.
Instead here are the things that wandered through my mind about see my crush next week:
What if I've made this all up in my head?
What if he only wants to be friends?
What if he's with someone?
What if he doesn't want to date anyone right now?
What if he won't date a co-worker?
What if I do something stupid?
What if I get drunk and do something really stupid?
Can I make him kiss me?
Can I date someone who lives 1000 miles away?
The my mind really wandered into the fact that I have a king sized bed (I called to check). Those thoughts are beyond a PG rating so I won't share.
I don't have any photos today. I drove through fog, mist, sleet, snow, more sleet, freezing rain, and more mist. By the time I thought about stopping I was already on the KS Turnpike and sooo close to my hotel. I will have some tomorrow. I decided my SuperBowl treat will be Sprinkles cupcakes and wine.
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