Deep Thoughts . . .

Today was boring.  The high was -3 so I had zero intention of leaving.  I didn't even go see my sweet new baby that's how cold it was.  Instead I worked on more stuff.  For light duty it's not felt very light.  I started the day with a team conference call and ended it with my year end performance review.  It's not finalized but it's a great start.

I made another recipe off Pinterest today.  I've only tasted the bars, I'll let you know more tomorrow.

I got a call from my ex last night.  I didn't answer.  He's been trying to speak with me for a couple weeks and I just can't do it.  One of my resolutions was to let go of people who aren't good for you.  He was the first to go.  I'm trying my hardest to keep a professional relationship only, which means not answering phone calls after 7pm let alone 10pm!  In the 2 years that we were involved he managed to damage me even more than I already was.  My emotional health regarding love went from struggling to non existent.  He still calls me an emotional robot, which I am.  I am trying to fix it, but it's so very very hard.  I'd rather bake my happiness than deal with crying and all that bullshit!

So instead I keep reading this quote and hope and pray it really is working for me