Because no pants are the best
Hugs are the best!
Being happy is all a state of mind and today I struggled to find that state. I was still pretty pissed about last night's events. It just adds to my whole list of what I want out life and I'm doing my best to avoid that topic for a couple more weeks. Finances are really a big part of it and once I can get order in one part of my life, I am able to cause chaos and the find new order in another part. Right now it all feels kinda chaotic and my way to cope is simply shutting down. I have some very lengthy plans of being a hermit and making home made marshmallows this weekend. Fun huh!
Today I had lunch with my old boss and discussed my performance review. Some days I really wonder why I left the old job and then 1 comment and I remember why. I miss her horribly, but I know being home and trying a new adventure is best.
I was talking to the BFF on my way home and made a detour to see her and the babies. They definitely cheered me up, hugs and no pants are 2 of the best cures for anything. I love seeing all the changes they've made since the last visit. Sara has no more stranger danger and ran full force to give me a hug today! She's never done that and I'm not sure who was happier, her, me or her mommy. Big steps today. It's also hard to not to laugh when they go into timeout. Not that they weren't naughty, but the logic and their inability to sit with their hands in their laps kills me. Oh the terrible twos, good thing it's only 1 year.


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