Trying not to die Thursday

Baby's 1st Sugar, and she shares!

 No Pants Thursday, finally something I can get behind

Today was just painful.  I've had a pain in my shoulder for almost two weeks and it started spazming again last night.  I'm living on Advil until I get home and sleep in my own comfy bed, complete with heated mattress pad and full sized pillows.

Last night was a blast with my co-workers but a bit too late.  As we were trying to get home we missed the 1st call from the cab company so 45 min delay there.  THEN the cab got pulled over for speeding.  Yep that's right, sitting in a taxi while waiting for a cop to stop chewing out the driver.  AWKWARD!

Yesterday officially starts my new debt free life!  I could not be more excited to have things paid off.  It's such a huge weight off my shoulders.  AND out of all of it I've learned to live within my means, have my saving account built back up and am looking forward to saving more for some remodeling and some trips this spring and fall.  Being responsible has never looked so good on me.

To head in the complete opposite direction I can talk about Clint.  Basically he keeps lying to me, and not committing.  Not too shocking for someone who's 28, but still disappointing because I so want him to not be that guy.  The real clincher is when we talked yesterday and I asked about he and I going out tonight and he wouldn't commit.  At 11am I texted and asked again, never got a response, yet he played our game of Words with Friends within 15 min of the text, so I know he saw it.  And just like with H I now phase him out, find a new focus and move on.

I've completed yet another cycle of unhealthy relationships.  Last night as my co-wokers and I were talking, I realized how weird they were behaving.  The weird was that they were all normal; loved their spouses, didn't think about cheating, and would never hook up with a co-worker.  How refreshing, yet I don't know how to react or behave with that.  I'm the odd one out!  This could be just the change i need.

Tonight it's one last group dinner our.  I'm looking forward to some pizza, laughs and early to bed.  Tomorrow will be long; working a half day then driving 7 hours home, plus dinner with Sue.  Saturday is BooBoo's party and I cannot wait to get home to her and the rest of the family.