Stopped unwrapping to lay down on her new pillow and blankie
Driving is serious business
Today the immediate family celebrated BooBoo's birthday. She slept through most of it and didn't have any interest in smashing her cake. She's still not 100% herself but it was still a fun party. It seems everyone in the family is suffering from something. So far Dad and I are the only ones left standing and somehow I feel like it could be coming to an end. Time to up my vitamins and anti-oxidants.
Last night I had one of the craziest dreams. I dreamt I started talking to my ex again and we plotted to kill Clint! Sooo messed up, I have no desire to do either of those things, but it was a very realistic dream. I blame eating sugar too close to bedtime and watching the season 4 finale of True Blood. It's one of those deep seeded secrets coming to fruition I think. No revenge like that of a woman scorned.
I had a nice talk with my sister today after the party. We took a quick trip to Target and I told her all about last weekend's shenanigans. I also talked to my good friend JJ last night. They both agree I needed the sequence of events from last weekend to happen so I can see what I don't want. The entire time I've been involved with Clint I knew I shouldn't have been. I knew it, yet I couldn't stop myself. I'm seriously hoping by being removed from the unhealthy environment of my old job I can start meeting guys worthy of my time. I know one thing, I need to stop picking guys who drink, and by that I mean nightly and more than one drink every night.
I'm remaining hopeful that if I put it out to the universe, the universe will bring it back to me.
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