Disappointment

My mother's voice has been echoing in my head all afternoon.  "I love you, but I'm very disappointed in you right now."  Clint will be home on Thursday, my last day in Lincoln.  When I mentioned going out he said he didn't think I'd want to, since I have to drive home the next day.  Then he gave me a BS line about his other 2 girls needing attention.  I mentioned I should pull rank, since I don't LIVE in Lincoln and he changed the subject.

So I've been stewing about it all day.  I've got a wicked case of PMS and have been eating cheetos and writing scathing text messages in my head all afternoon.  I had a feeling that this would all happen and I'm relieved it's sooner rather than later.  I wanted him to be different and not take this path, but I knew being on his home turf would ruin that.  There are always things you know will be true and yet you choose to ignore them.  Much like 15 min of fame, I wanted 15 min of attention.  Now I have to be strong and keep my resolve.  Maybe with both of us being at home, things will cool off again.  Or maybe I just work really hard to focus on home and family and the happiness I have here.

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