Wonderful Wednesday

Judgey Baby Judges your Crocs

They really are Toddler Zombies

Today did not turned out as planned and that's ok.  I was woken up by Faye bringing back my nail stuffs.  I fell asleep after my alarm went off at 7am.  Ooopsies!  Then Clint came over and we worked on his estimate for a couple hours.  After he left I did a little shopping and talked to my new boss.  Then had a conference call with the new team, did laundry, and finished packing up.  Now I've eaten a massive meal and am in a food coma!

Oh yeah, I can finally say I got the new job!  I'm going to be home a lot more and am sooo happy.  I had the realization that I actually wanted this job and not the trainer one over the weekend.  I was talking to Clint and it became perfectly clear I am done with this lifestyle and ready to be normal.  I'm so excited, best part is my first week on the new job is a team meeting at home and I'm going to try and coordinate some really fun things for us to do.  I did also realize how much it's going to affect my paycheck, but I know I'll be spending less money being home.  AND I have great friends and family who will help bail me out if I need it.

While I was on my conference call I started talking to H.  Figured I'd let him know about the new job and man did he trump me on news.  First he's done in OK at the end of the month, 2nd he's moving KC, KS to work in Dec., 3rd he's "dating" 5 women.  Um can we say hypocrite.  This is the same man who made me cry in his truck last winter and made me feel awful for being who I am and knowing what I wanted from men.  Who told me I should wait for love and not sleep with everyone I want.  I just can't get over him, what a liar.  I have to admit that I'm super hurt by the whole thing.  

What I didn't expect to come out of that conversation was me realizing how much I appreciate Clint.  For a while I thought he was the bad guy and behaving badly, when in reality he was being much more up front and honest with me.  I'm sure he's lied to me, but at least he's better about hiding it.  AND he's not near as judgemental about my lifestyle choices.  Then again they mimic his choices, so it's a win/win. 

I talked to Sue-bee about the whole thing and she made an excellent point.  H kept me totally wrapped up in him the whole time we were in Dallas.  Looking back it's as if he knew that Clint was his competition.  Funny how he was right and I have "chosen" Clint.  I chose the one who fit my life and what I need.  As I predicted before, H and I keep slipping farther apart from each other and now he's really put a wedge between us.  Clint and I just keep getting closer and building a stronger friendship.  I find it fascinating how everyone we meet has a reason and purpose in our lives.  I'm so happy I've figured these 2 out, for the time being.