Making Auntie's Birthday Cake
My sweet lil buddies!
Today was a quick 6 hour drive home. I spent most of it fighting between my head and my heart and how I feel about Clint. I have to constantly remind myself that we both have deal breakers and it just won't work. He will always be my work husband and my friend with benefits. Nothing more nothing less. Tonight we've been crossing the line between both. He's finally got work to do so I was worried that I hadn't heard from him all day. No worries though, we've talked twice tonight and he's perfectly fine. A little mad, but that's the nature of our job. They constantly change the rules and how they want things done. Nothing is consistent and he's slowly learning that.
The rest of the day was spent unpacking and trying to keep my house in order. I had a ton of emails to answer as well, they announced my new position today and I've been getting well wishes from everyone! It's exciting to know my next chapter is starting, but a bit sad at how many friends I'm leaving behind. I keep thinking that the cream will rise to the top and I'll see how many are true friends and work to keep in touch. Now it's time to watch more bride shows and go enjoy my comfy bed. Last night's hotel room was less than stellar and I should have kept driving considering how little sleep I got.
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