Some Festivities

  Yes I am that evil!

Today was a very trying day for me.  All I wanted to do was hide under the covers and go back to sleep.  Instead I forced myself up at 9am and finished laundry, cleaned up the house, cleaned out the DVR, showered, got my eyebrows done, and completed my very large expense sheet.  

After all that I went to my sis's for a lovely family birthday party.  It's simply amazing to me how much BooBoo has grown in 17 days.  She waves, one for hi and one for bye, she has her own hand sign for all done or at least we think that's what she means, she gives kisses when asked for and can high 5.  I wanted to put up the photo of her and I blowing out my candles but it's on their camera.  She's also a great help at opening presents.  She mainly likes to chew on the envelopes my cards came in.

Now I'm home and trying to download my first rented movie onto my ipad.  Who knew it took forever!!!  I really want to crawl into bed and watch some Trueblood, but if I do I'll never get back out to sync my machines and make this happen.

Today it really started to set in that I'm home!  I don't have to leave, I don't have to rush everything into the next 10 days so I'm ready to go again.  I can make a Dr's appt like a normal person, and set appts in advance.  It's the little things that can mean so much.  I'm also avoiding dealing with anything that seems responsible.  I put off packing until an hour ago, I have no clue how much money is in my checking acct nor will I check before I leave, and I haven't checked in for my flight.  Probably won't do that until I get to the airport tomorrow.  All of these things are very unlike me, but I'm so tired I just don't care.  It'll all work itself out next week or maybe next weekend when I get paid again and have energy to do something.

I blame my lack of energy and motivation on Clint.  It's not directly his fault but I keep having this weird dream where he's staying in an RV park and people hear us having sex.  Then I have to sneak out and after I do all the RV roofs collapse due to snow and I can't help him.  It's just so weird and a modge podge of everything I'm feeling.  I really just want to get drunk for 4 days and not think of anything but sunshine!  Here's hoping I can and do over the next 4 days.

Oh and don't be surprised if I don't post, or it's photos only.  I'm taking my ipad and phone only and they don't have the best connections.