Sunday, September 23, 2012

Boring in a good way

Yes my grandpa did a hang a swing in his new shed for me

What?  I'm busy moving animals

Big Boy in the big chair

Today I did a whole lotta nothing.  I managed a pedi and 2 loads of laundry.  That's about it.  I just don't have the motivation to do much else.  I just ordered room service because I can't be bothered to go out for food.  I've already been out today and if I couldn't get food then I sure as heck don't want to do it now.

While I was out earlier I started to think about my sub concious and how if some things were never dealt with I wouldn't be feeling a bit of jealousy today.  Clint has been tagged in some photos while in Vegas and every time I see his girlfriend I think he can do better.  I don't think it has to be me, but then again why not.  If my very caring friends hadn't made me aware of my feelings I wouldn't think much of the photos, but today jealousy rages forth.  I'm keeping up my pledge to not talk to him until after my interview.  This has actually been much easier than I thought it would be.  In 4 days I've only thought about texting him twice.  Not too shabby if I say so myself.  Then again what do I know.  I hate feelings and all I have now is way too many.

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