Wanting more

• Booty called the man last night and after some much needed pillow talk sorted out what we want.  We've compromised that he's gonna try to give me 5% more of everything.  I started out at 80, he started at -10, so 5 is pretty good.  I think we've reached a compromise about more nights together during the week too.  I agreed to not be super bitch about him being gone for whole weekends if I can get some attention during the week. 
• The whole situation is so frustrating.  I feel like such a hypocrite being mad at him for enjoying his hobbies, but in 2 months I'll be the one running off for work.  The sucky thing is, he's doing it for fun, I have to do it.  My hobby is to travel and he's not financially ready for that.  I think I may have to go all sugar momma on him soon.  I need some sun and fun ASAP
• I think I finally have all my paper work to do my taxes, bring on the refunds!
• I'm having dinner with Colleen on Friday and I'm feeling a bit conflicted about it.  We haven't really talked in months and are very disconnected.  I haven't missed it all that much so I'm intrigued to see how I respond to her.  
• I really wish I could find some motivation this week.  I have a ton of piddly stuff to get done, maybe tomorrow will focus me in.
• Now it's more Nashville, caught up on my own mini marathon tonight.  I love this show!