Wonderful

I received this awesome glitter pink T-Rex christmas ornament from my friend JJ today.  I have some of the best friends on the planet!  I cannot handle all the awesomeness in this glass figure and need to get a special spot in my office for it.  So far it's hanging out next to my Schrute buck.  I think a special shelf is in order!

My drive home today was long!!  7 hours isn't that bad, but I was in no mood for it.  I tried my hardest to just blast music and prevent myself from thinking too much but that didn't happen.  I don't even want to talk about it with anyone because I cannot deal with all the judging.  I fully recognize my pattern, the repetition I keep allowing and how it's really not good for me.  All that said, I made the choice and it's my life.  I'm not any different than I was on Tuesday before I saw him.  If anything I'm happier, and have some more fun memories of Lincoln.  I have my pattern, he has his pattern too.  I will say that this time around he's been much more affectionate and so far his period of being an asshole lasted less than 5 hours.  We live up to our definition of our relationship, the best of the worst.  I don't know that I can imagine it any other way.

On a sour note, it's snowing.  AGAIN, in the spring!  OVER IT!!!  I'm going to go crank up my heated blanket and hibernate until I have to BooBoo-sit on Sunday.