Still Mad

It's been 5 days since a very wrong situation at work took place and I'm still mad.  I finally talked to my boss about it and I was enraged all over again.  He tried to diminish it until I told him "I'm fucking over this!"  Then I think he got it.  Long story short I'm done working claims unless something happens.  Flying under the radar is my mojo until spring and for now I'm ok with it.  I even got up at a decent hour and had all my work done by noon.  Yay me.  Let's see how long this motivation lasts.

In other thoughts I was working on some goals for next month and my top is to stop being a hermit.  I even sent out an invite to celebrate my birthday.  I like to be social, but on my terms.  Lately it's not been that way and I don't like it.

I also reviewed what's important, personal life or work.  In my personal life I'm a creator, a doer if you will.  I like to make things and have projects.  For work, that's not what is needed of me.  I need to be a student and show that I can keep learning.  What that has to do with my job, well it beats me.  But I know this, I am not a student.  My BFF, she is.  She loves learning and reading.  Me?  I'm a crafty one.  I bake, I crochet, I quilt.  Right now I feel like I'm punishing myself because I'm not studying and I refuse to start a new project.  So I have all this time in the evening to accomplish things and I don't.  I just lay on the floor and listen to Pearl Jam.  And no I'm not joking, it's what I did after my walk today. I really need to work on priorities.